It's been quite some time since I've even logged into this account, I'm sad to see read some of your posts out there in LJ land, my condolences to those who have lost someone.

As for what's been going on with me, I couldn't be happier right now. I had a blast yesterday on my first date with Mike, which we laughed about a lot since he asked me to be his girlfriend on Wednesday... I said yes. ^_^

The day started out with running a few errands that he needed to take care of then going down to Royal Oak to pick up tickets for the NOFX show. We strolled down the street to Mongolian Barbecue (my absolute fave restaurant! He remembered that I'd said something about that it last week, awww...) and got some grub, then walked to Gussoline Alley for a few drinks before the show. We got a bit drunk there and drunk dialed a few people, it was rather amusing. We got to the show, and ran into quite a few people that we knew. I proceeded to get really drunk there and jumped around a lot, it was so much fun! After the show, we scooped Nikki up from her house in Roseville and went to Luna for 80's night. I'm so glad he called her from my phone at Gussoline Alley, I need to go out more with my twinny!

Geez, 96 is a mess!
There was a huge watermain that burst today and it seriously flooded the roads.
It looks like a small lake with an attached waterfall.
Insane, I tells ya.

I'm going to the Zoo!
*commence happy dance*

I woke up at 9 am so I could be home with time to spare.
We were supposed to leave shortly after 11 am.
Due to some children still waiting to be picked up from teh Mombot's house, I am still waiting to leave.
I think my head may explode if I wait much longer!

I've had such a wonderful weekend!
Friday night Sal and I stayed in, talking and snuggling.
I love having a cuddle buddy... ^_^

On Saturday Sal and I went to Shawn and Nichole's to have lunch and watch movies.
Food + Texas Chainsaw Massacre = Happy Jessie

Later in the day Chuckles came down from Flint and took me away on his motorcycle. <3
After we got to Flint we got drunk as I harassed frat boys and watched zombie porn.
This kept me entertained until I tried to go to sleep.
That's when my stomach decided it wanted nothing more to do with the Cheezits I had consumed earlier.
I was fine after I got rid of them, but the hallway wasn't looking too good...
*sheepish grin goes here*

On Sunday Sal was kind enough to take me to the VNV/And One show, which would have been much better had my anxiety not decided to act up.

And last night, that was simply phenomenal!
Sal and I went to Necto to hang out.
I was given VIP room privileges and got drunk with the guys from VNV.
Ronan was attempting to get me to do naughty things with Paul (in private, not in front of anyone else) until I informed them that I was there with somebody; then Ronan was bugging Sal about not being in the VIP room with us.

All in all, this has been one of the best weekends of the year for me! ^_^

Oh yeah, I almost forgot...
Sal gave me my phone back, since it was "just sitting there on the charger"...
734-620-9487

If World War Two had been an online Real Time Strategy game, the chat room traffic would have gone something like this.
( WWII Chat )

I just finished watching this independent film called Hard Candy.
Holy fucking shit, it was phenomenal!
Totally twisted, but in a good way.
Seriously, check it out if you've got time.
I swear this is one of the best movies I've seen in a long time...

sparkILLz (2:56:33 PM): BUGGABOO!! *tackles*
SM0K3 S3XY (2:57:09 PM): SQUEEEEEEEEE!!!! *GLOMP*
sparkILLz (2:57:25 PM): teeheeeee
SM0K3 S3XY (2:57:42 PM): *giggle*
SM0K3 S3XY (2:58:13 PM): Oh noes, this is how all of our IMs are going to be, isn't it? ^_^
sparkILLz (2:58:18 PM): If not than close
SM0K3 S3XY (2:58:33 PM): Heh, yeppers!
sparkILLz (2:58:55 PM): I'm dancing in a circle
SM0K3 S3XY (2:59:15 PM): Yay! I'm spinning in my chair
sparkILLz (2:59:14 PM): wooooot
sparkILLz (2:59:14 PM): man
sparkILLz (2:59:18 PM): we need to hang out more often
sparkILLz (2:59:19 PM): lol
SM0K3 S3XY (2:59:27 PM): Oh boy... Hehe

And yes, my new AIM name is sm0k3 s3xy... teehee!

Damn, I just had a such good laugh reading this, I had to share it!

hey i rember you we went to middle school together you 2 wher nerde then but now your damn sexy. hit me up some time maybe we can chill and drink of something.. i dont know hit me up later. sexy

That's so funny!

On another note, I talked to my grandma for the first time in about 2 years today.
It made me feel warm and fuzzy inside, since she had pretty much disowned me.
Everything's peachy once more.

As you already know, I went to Necto last night with Sal.
I had a fuckin' blast!
It was rather amusing finding out that I was incognito.
All I did was wear my hair down and straightened, and wear more clothing than usual.
That made me giggle.
Anywho, Sal and I got along spiffily and I just crashed at his place.
There was no sex (sadness, but just a better idea not to) but at least I had my cuddle buddy!

On another note, I'm only the tiniest bit snuffly now.
Woot!

So my lame sinus infection finally ebbed enough for me to venture away from my box of tissues.
I convinced Sal to scoop me up tonight, since he was planning on going to Necto.
So be there or be square, kids!

Ugh...
My sinuses really -do- hate me!
I've never had a sinus infection this bad.
My poor nose is chapped and starting to bleed from blowing it so often.
I can hardly eat because I can't breathe and chew at the same time.
(I refuse to chew with my mouth open, that's disgusting!)
*sigh*
I'm not even smoking cigarettes at this point.
Needless to say, I'm a bit depressed about being sick, and have an extremely short temper at the moment.
I won't be going out this weekend, I need to rest and attempt to recuperate.
I am -so- going to see my doctor on Tuesday.

On the plus side, I got a new collar yesterday...
It's a black, stretchy-like kitty collar, and it has a little silver bell.
It was only $5 and makes me giggle. ^_^

Meh, I'm bored and amused myself with this for a bit.
I typed in about 10 names and then got bored again.
Fuckin' ADD... *shrug*

This is quite odd.
For the first time in a very long time, I am at peace with who I am.
I am genuinely happy!

Sal and I are still talking, I don't see any reason to throw away a wonderful friendship.
I told him on Tuesday that I can never be more than just a friend again.
I don't feel like putting myself through rejection after rejection anymore.
Love isn't a reason to put let that happen.
He's more torn up about this than I am, but I think I was dealing with this for a while before we broke up.
I still love him, and always will.
He knows this, as do I.

By the way, if you would like to get a hold of me, either call my old phone to get my number (from my voicemail recording) or send me a message.
Acceptable call time is between noon and midnight.

Okay, I'm bored.
If you happen to play WoW, send me a message.
Heh, I'm such a nerd... ^_^

Alliance
Argent Dawn: Cecania, lvl 33 Warlock
Steamwheedle Cartel: Lakia, lvl 23 Hunter

Horde
Emerald Dream: Firale, lvl 10 Shaman
Bloodhoof: Ishas, lvl 8 Hunter

I was just checking my MySpace and recieved this message.
I had to post it, it's too good not to share!
*Falls over laughing*

I know this is way out but I have a Smoking fetish,i use too think i was the only one that had too feel this but one day i looked it up [Smoking Fetish]and i was like whoa,but anywayz i know ya gonna trip,or whatever and prolly think im psycho but i think its very sexy to see a female smoking,it really dont matter what brand but the 120's are extra Sexy,and i like the Long Cig Holders too,would u ever do this for somebody ya like?could it ever turn u on knowing it was turning them on?would you ever smoke sexy during making love or just having sex?would u smoke 120's if they were free or bought for you,or just during Special moments?or would you smoke sexy and not mind the person Releasing Theyre self,in front of u while u were smoking? ok enuff 101 questions?no harm meant i swear?and i truly hope i didnt push myself into your biz if u didnt want it.....plz 4give if i did.......and holla back if u wanna................thanks,i swear i wasnt trying to sound dirty,nasty or perverted,i guess if anything i am good at making a fool of myself,lol.......... plz understand...............okz i could of left the dirty questions out...........sorrys

In all honesty though, I feel kinda bad for the guy.
At least he realized how silly it sounds to someone who might not share his fetish by the end.

Today I had an anxiety attack.
It started while I was in the grocery store with my mom.
I wanted to curl up into a little ball and the floor and cry.
I told my mom what was going on and she just kept talking to me throughout the store.
I managed to keep it in check until I got home.
Then I ran into the house, my legs gave out in my bedroom.
I just sat there shaking until my mom came in and hugged me and made me focus on her and my dog.
That broke it.

I was so scared and yet I have no idea why.
I haven't had an attack this bad in about 6 months.
I'm just grateful my mom was there to help me through it.

Anyhow, this has helped me make a decision about joining the Army Reserves.
I cannot join until I have my anxiety in check.
I really hate this.

The first day of the new year I slept away with Sal.
BTW, we officially got back together on New Year's Eve.
Happy Jessie! ^_^

The second day of the new year I spent sniffling because my sinuses hate me.
Sal took me home and hung out until 3 am.
Aw....

Today, I feel sick as hell.
I hate my sinuses for doing this to me.
This is not how I want to start another year!

Christmas was great.
My favorite gift was from Sal.
Since I've been jobless for a bit, he gave me the choice of getting a ton of gifts for myself or buying gifts for my family.
Being the kind of gal that I happen to be, I chose my family.
I'm so glad I made that choice.
There's nothing like seeing loved ones light up when they open a gift from you.
I mean, that's what it's all about, isn't it?

Sal also told me he'll take me shopping after the holiday crowds die down.

*Sigh*
I'm happy.